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"...have you ever seen sci.fi movies with smiling aliens?
no
why?
because they dont have you"

My butt can be the flattest object in the world after this weekend.. Setting goal, approaching, accomplishing in the weekend limits is the main reason which glued me to bed with a japanese glue and now i am trying to detach myself which is highly unlikely..
You are the greatest mixture, the sweetest pill.. With meaningly meaningless internet games, we have been biting and corroding the last few hours, we have been stupidly happy.. Why? Because we did something together.

My belly button is making attempts to reach the phone, to connect to internet, to run to the post office, to jump over the continents, to reach the semi-islands because in the end there is you.

Sci-fi movie aliens are not as lucky as i am. They will never hang their clothes outside on a rope, they will never turn on their computers with their toes, they will never check plane ticket prices and compare, they will never make star shaped cookies, they will never look at you, they will never have such smile.

the dreambook

Okay ! A sweet defeat..
While i was wandering in Robinson Crusoe -whose workers i see more often than my family- i came across that book which almost gave me an heart attack, changing my pulse rapidly!
It was there, my dream, my never-enacted project..
Fellini drew and wrote his dreams much earlier than i did and had that great book published!
I can't say that he had an idea about my project, nor was he competing with me but this was so admirable ! To have your thoughts coming alive, to turn those pages and to be able to read and see and visionize one's dreams!
I could just grab the book and take it home if i had a spare $125 in my pocket, which extended +30 minutes of my stay there..
While leaving, i had that sad look in my eyes but a new hope inside ! And yes, i grabbed that trio det of Moleskine which is multi-functional now.. Started drawing my dreams with the help of the inspiration derived from my sweet defeat :)
Still, if you are interested in Fellini's book here it is; the book of dreams before mine comes out, which is likely in 10 years..

ilookbehindthescreen

i look behind the screen
beyond your skin,
another day,
that i feel loved,
that i feel loved.