Wednesday, November 22, 2006

freedom vs boredom


Dear readers..
While my dear classmates are working hard for their dearest exams i am writing you this blog right here..

Today our subject is freedom vs. boredom, -see the freedom pic on left-ask me why aint i studying , ask it dont refrain..

Is it that i m the way too clever ?
Is it that i carry the genes of einstein or sth ?

Zzzt ! wrong questions..

It s because i dont want to.. it s because i hadnt been seeing my sister who lives in london for 7 months.
Of course it s an excuse that i use as a shield to my parents..I would never be able to pass 3 of my loveliest exams under that circumstances.. -FYI she ll stay 5 days and i have 3 exams-

Anyways.. yesterday my date with greek myth character Antigone was so cool at the class number 435..She told me to be there at 11.00 o clock and she would only stay for 40 minutes.She was there under the name of Critical Approach to English Literature though she was a greek character.I would have left her the second i ve seen her if it wasnt for Emek's telling me a sentence about her - our dear myth character's- supporting of God's law instead of Men's law..Yes ! i wasnt the only one who met Antigone there at that time..Seems that she promised to date everyone at the same place & time..After staring at antigone's notion of judgement for a while i left the place never to return again and blocked Antigone from my contact list and removed from phone memory!

For the last 2 days , i have been idling around and having so much fun,feeling the freedom at the same time feeling the restriction but still i do what i gotta do though my conscious seems to be uncomfortable at times..Who cares!? i did some shopping with my sister yesterday, bought fimo's to give shape and turn into sth.. they made me happy and feel free.In addition i went to a cafe and had so much fun with my sissy's friends, that made me happy and feel free.. Today she left me home in the morning to study but see what i m doing.. writing this makes me happy and feel free..I will go out to taksim and meet some people with her, i m sure that will make me happy and feel free..
Undoubtedly i will feel so much boredom when i learn that i failed.I will feel the
boredom again when i re-study these things when everyone s feeling the freedom..
In conclusion i m about to make some more fimo or edit some more photos then get ready to go Taksim, i can comfort myself that everyone would do the same if they had anyone they love coming abroad and stayin for a limited time..
Wouldnt they? Wouldnt you? Would uhmm..

 
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